So, I've been around for awhile. I've had my ups and downs. Some of the downs I've brought upon myself, some are beyond my control, some everything in-between.
Had something come up recently and of course it happens at one of the worst possible times it could. Expensive, affecting my work, and causing me to get really, really pissed off and fearful about the future.
But, like I've said, I've been around. I've been in this rodeo before. I have to cling to the fact that God has got this even if I don't. He took into account my future failures a long time ago. And sure, if I handle things poorly, I will miss out on some things. But even despite that I will not be destroyed, and even if I lose everything down the road I will get new things.
So, I am trying to chill and not be overwhelmed resting on that. Trying to not get frustrated about the parameters I don't have control over. Where I screw up acknowledging it and moving on rather than letting a failure beat me up, and I'm trying to just...chill and be productive where I can be. Do what I am able to do, and then let go and let everything fall into place without fear or stress.
What is gonna happen is gonna happen. And 9 times out of 10 it turns out to be nothing to worry about or not nearly a big a deal as I thought it would be.
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